side notes and feelings
so i cant sleep. so i sit here in my underwear to write some words. the thing i have to say is that my mind is in a whirl wind. its going from here to there. but what can i say i am a man in his 20’s. I’m just trying to figure this life thing out. how come with girls you just want them to talk to you. you don’t have to have them say the world to you. a little bit of paying attention to you is all you really need. just so you feel a little wanted. what the heck is wrong with that. it seems every girl thinks i want them to say that they want to marry me. NO just freaking give me the time of day. on another note. past girls are the hardest things to deal with. one second they aren’t even the closest thing to being on your mind. the next you miss the freaking crap out of them things need to be done or restarted. I’m done. i can only do so much. getting messed with is the crappiest thing ever. I’m done. i am me and only me. i am only man!
