just a little more
so i just got done wathing the movie almost famous. i enjoy that movie everytime i watch it. now that i have this i can writ what i want. the movie to me just made me think. all these people are enjoying life. but they are all missing the point of life. yes on one hand they are living to have fun in their life but the thing i think the most is the life they are living isnt as real as the real life. in life there are things that people make way bigger then what it really is. there are things as people that we miss out on every second. and those are the things that make life good. to offen we make things that are there seem like a crazy real thing. when in all realitythey are things we cant really get. we try our hardest to have them work. but really we just have to go with it. not make things that arent there, there. but at the same time we have to try to get things. everything good is worth working for. we might not get what we are trying to get. but what we get in return is better. the hard things that we go through make us who we are. no matter what anyone says only god knows whats going to happen. your life that you live is there for god to handle. it not there for your friends and family to handle. they can give you points on things, but in the end it your life and not theirs. do the things that make you happy. but make it something that can be real not something that looks good or sound good. but something that is good. a good thing is something that you may think that you dont deserve. you might get that thing that you dont get why you got it. and that is the thing that is amazing. real things are something that you can have not something that you would like to have. there is this whole thing about moving past the past. have old things become new. but dont let them be something that you know you cant have. pe happy. life isnt about sex drugs and rock n’ roll. even if those are things in your life. its about who do you want to be whats going to make you happy. not just something that is going to be something that gives you false hope or a good feeling. it like life is this crazy game that you have to play and if you make a wrong move, your not going to loose. you just have to make a different move. but to many wrong moves and you are done for. might not make sense but for some odd reason it does to me. there are the people you know and of those people there are the ones that hold a special place within your heart. those people are the greastest but can rip you in to a million pieces without even knowing what they did. you love people for sometimes the oddest resons. and those are the ones that you dont get the most offen. but love is the greatest thing. but it brings the heart to hurt the worse. i guess i should stop writing now. but love to love what you want to love if it is what brings you happiness. but love what is real.
