the first day of this… the ramble

hey to all the people that might read this.  so here i go just going to type out some things lhat have been running through my head. put up with my spelling.  so it a pretty grand thing life in all. in the greatest and most confusing thing ever. it great how a day can go from being the most boring thing ever to a thing of you dont have enough time to do everything you want. crazy thing happened i went tanning for the first time today. i am done with being the pale white guy. ha ha i know funny. but besides that i just had a good time of talking with friends today.  but the whole thing is is why do people get what they get makes no sense but deal. i think it is funny when thinking about your friend and yourself… you wonder why things get to be so good for some at the same time being confusing for them. then you can be me and have nothing going for you. im referring to women by this. you hear stories of old and the stories of new for them… being like wow i have nothing going and they have something going for them. the craziest thing is having married friends you just are so so happy for them. but when you are this guy you are like”where is my wifey” im crazy but you know thats all good. i like me. i just have to find someone that likes me. thats the whole battle. so i guess im bored of this going to go watch tv.